Deja Vu

A new situation has occurred before...

Name:Jen C
Location:Vancouver, British Columbia, Canada

I love learning about various spiritual topics, and I guess I'd fall into a "Neo Pagan" grouping if I had to. I love traveling, especially to cities & European places. I'm a writer at heart, and interested in filmmaking.

Friday, April 16, 2004

Soul Group Call Home

I'm just so excited right now I couldn't wait until tonight to post about this. I've been reading a new book called "We are the Nibiruans".. and while the first part is filled with interesting, though hard to believe theories on the origin of mankind, the second part is filled with the reason I was drawn to buy the book - a "cleansing" process meant to help one connect with their soul's mission and higher consciousness.

Reading it has been a grand trip already, and I just began reading the section on the cleansing. The first two levels are all about releasing anger and negativity, and especially in healing relationships with others. Well, I spent a good part of last night laying in bed pondering on what I need to work on. Lucky for me, I don't hate anyone in my life, past or present, and I don't hold any resentments or negativity towards anyone. The only two that I felt were little grey in this manner (a mother and daughter who were friends of the family when I was a kid) are long out of my life, and I can honestly say I don't hold any ill will towards them. They gave me many great lessons, and I'm grateful for it.

I feel changes happening already - mostly of a psychological manner. A memory of a feeling I had as a young girl returned, and I think I know what it was in relation to now... but more on that another time.

I also feel that my soul group is being called together. I believe soul groups are groups of souls who make arrangements before life to accomplish certain things while living. All members have particular "missions" to do, and some members are meant to come together to complete these missions, while others do their own missions with others.

I know a few members of my soul group. I've been in contact with two of them recently - one of whom is my best friend.. the other, a new friend. And just last night I met another new friend who I believe I have shared past lives with in other places... another piece of the puzzle!

And just as the book predicted - beginning the cleansing has brought up others. Yesterday, before even reading anything about the levels of cleansing, I suddenly knew I had to get back in contact with someone who I know is a part of my soul group, but who I took some time away from. And what happens? Today this person emails me. :) And at the same time, another person from the group who I haven't spoken with in a long time also emails! I had been wondering last night if this person was one I should contact again - and our guides made sure to give the answer for us!

I can't wait to see where these old friendships will go now, and where the new ones will lead! This is such an exciting time!

I nearly felt like crying for the feelings of happiness and lightness... the changes are rolling in, and I can't wait for the rest of the ride!