Deja Vu

A new situation has occurred before...

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Name: Kasei Jewell
Location: BC, Canada

I began in Second Life on May 22nd, 2004. At that time, the world was a wholly different place than it is now. I was known as Cydonia Llewelyn. I made some good friends and spent a lot of time exploring the new world. During the summer of ’04 the first “snow sim” was introduced and I decided to start up a line of winter outdoor clothing to go with it. Llewelyn Moon Designs was born then. Sometime in late 2005 I drifted away from Second Life. I returned in 2008 as Kasei Jewell. For 2009 I am re-evaluating Llewelyn Moon Designs and may re-open. I’m also having a lot of fun exploring the world all over again and spending time in dance clubs and RP sims. A big hello goes out to all my friends over the years and my wonderful partner, Tyria Dana!

Thursday, January 20, 2005

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! and 20 days....

Okay so it's the New Year.. I didn't say Merry Christmas... I didn't say Happy New Year... I didn't even say Happy Birthday to my best friend!!! Well, wait.. I did so, in person, which is the better way to do it (when it's possible to be in person), so whatever.

Anyway, someone hinted a new site may have been forged?? New site?? Who has time for a new site???? oh that's right... I do! Okay, not really, cuz I just started it and there's not much there... but lo-and-behold, there's ALSO this! ..ah ha, so now you can find the truth behind why I never update this blog! I'm too busy playing The Sims 2! Or maybe I'm too busy with school and work... I was last year. This year I only have two classes, so I have more time!

So with that said..... go ahead and check out the new blog once in a while if you're curious, but I have no idea what I'll put there or how often yet. I just felt like it. I'm such a fluid person. I guess that comes with being a water sign. Yeah, that's it.

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

Test

This is just a test... I can't seem to upload?

Friday, October 22, 2004

I'm not dead yet!

Honest.. I'm not dead yet! But y'know what? Between 40 hours of work a week, 3 classes a week, 3 clubs and a newfound social life, I don't know how much time I'm going to spend *documenting* it all!

So for anyone who actually comes to read this thing... thanks so much!!! And I will try to post updates once in a while, when something truly important happens (or when I'm killing time between classes, whichever comes first).

Hope everyone stays safe, keeps happy, and has fun!

*hugs*

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

Grassy Knoll

Well, I am super-officially a University student now! I went to my first class today, one I was waitlisted for, and got in! Thankfully I was only #4 on the waitlist anyway, but the three before me on the list showed up too so it was a close call! Only one or two didn't show up for the first class, but the professor allowed us all to join anyway. Yay!

I even got in his good books already, as he was having difficulty trying to find Powerpoint on the computer he was using as a projector, and I stepped up to help him. I find it very odd that a professor who's been teaching this class for years (apparently) was only using the projector PC for the first time this semester, but oh well. After a moment of hesitation with it, he said, "Okay, where's a computer guy?".. meaning a guy in computer classes, I guess. I ignored his obvious blunder (assuming only guys would be in that kind of class) and was the only one to put up my hand to offer help. So there. :P He also made reference to his God a couple times, and I sure hope he didn't offend the others in the class who aren't Christian. Personally, I can tune out references like that, or try to understand the larger picture of what he meant (he was talking about how God made the earth, mankind didn't do it)... but he really should watch his terminology in class.

He doesn't seem like a bad teacher though, and I'm sure as long as one is able to ignore his faux pas, it'll be fine. :)

I won't bother going to the second BUS 100 class I was waitlisted for, so I get to sleep in tomorrow! yay! I am still going to go to the BUS 120 class, even though I'm #19 on the waitlist. Highly unlikely that I could make it in, but we'll see. What really sucks is I woke up sick today, so that put a damper on everything! Sore throat, stuffy nose, headache, dizzy/woozy, the works! But I still went to school early today to take in the BBQ action (music, flyers, info for new students) and check out what's where.

Sucks having class until 7pm though cuz the night buses are annoying. Oh well. Oh.. and the Grassy Knoll is the outdoors hang out spot where ppl were hanging out listening to the DJ and eating their BBQ today.

Saturday, August 28, 2004

University Bound

After returning home from camping I was again struck by that thing that gets me every once in a while (especially after a vacation.. I think it's because during a vacation you are able to distance yourself from routine and think clearly for a while). Back in February I was again hit with the great desire to move to the city. I thought it would help re-awaken my life, inspire and move me. However, after my weekend seminar at the Vancouver Film School, I realized an actual career in movies/TV isn't really what I'd like (the job is too insecure, I don't like being unemployed and poor), and when looking up office work in Vancouver, I came up rather empty. So back to work I went.

This time it hit me again, coupled by the need to get out and meet new people. I tried for months previously to find interest groups to join so I could meet people of like interest, but only succeeded in doing so online. This is good too, but doesn't fill the offline gap. So I was thinking again about moving to the city. I've often said how I like my job. I've been very fortunate here, and I'd like to use the skills I've learned here to move forward, on to better paying jobs with more activity. I like my job, but after 3 years here I'm rather bored. I often have to drag tasks out to fill my days, and although this will be beneficial in the coming months, it can be rather annoying.

So what's a girl to do? I love writing, but recent voyages into working on an online magazine has shown me that I absolutely hate writing because I *have* to write. I prefer to write when I want to. So a career in writing isn't in the cards (not yet, anyway). What else? Expand on my current position. After researching careers, I've decided to get a degree in Business, so I can pursue jobs like Executive Assistant or other such higher-level positions. With a degree, I can get into a company with more advancement opportunities and earn more money.. not to mention working in the city!

As of August 26th, I am a University student! I've enrolled in one course so far, as it was the only one with space right now, and I'm on the waitlist for BUS 100. When school starts, I'll attend two BUS 100 classes and try to get into one of them. If I do, it'll be a great way to get a feel for the program and decide for sure if I want to do this. If I do, I'll be taking school part time while keeping my job, so I'm going to be a busy girl! I also fully intend to immerse myself in student life, and will be at school most of the afternoon on Sept 7th attending "welcome" bbq's, exploring campus and getting a feel for what is available there.

I'm so excited, and my family's so proud! My boss is pretty happy too, as I've told him all about my plans, and also assured him that I have no intentions of quitting any time soon. He gave me an "EV Logistics" water bottle yesterday afternoon! I think he's happy to see me working to further myself, as he's often asked me what else I do. He knows about my interests in film and writing - and I still fully intend to do both on my own time, for fun! But fun is the key with those two things. Oh, I'm also going to independantly study the Tarot so I can eventually do professional readings on the side (without books). I'd also like to learn to speak & write French (and read better) since a bilingual business worker has the chance at more jobs, and making more money. I'm going to take two French courses over the course of my degree program, and also work on it in my spare time so I can hopefully add that to my list of skills! (Maybe my boss will tutor me.. he's from Quebec!)

I can't believe I'm going back to school after an eight year absence! I think I've lost my mind...

Saturday, August 21, 2004

Summer Vacation - Camping!

Wow.. my first vacation since February! Next year I might try taking my weeks at the same time.... then again, probably not. Some people swear they'll never take their vacation seperate again, but if you do take them seperate that gives you vacation more than once a year! I like that. This year I decided to book my week off on the basis of some friends getting some days off work to go camping. Carrie told us she had Aug 19, 20 & 21st booked off, so Amber and Kok jumped on the bandwagon to book those days off as well, then told me about it. Unfortunately it was a very bad time for me to take my vacation.. I always try not to take time off at a pay cut-off weekend, because they need me to do the time checking on the Sunday, but this is when the others booked the time, so I took my vacation week too.

Organizing the camping trip was a bit like pulling teeth. You'd think it'd be a simple thing to get everyone in a room together to talk about it, but schedules don't always permit such things, so I ended up talking to Kok and Carrie separately on it, and wasn't able to talk to Amber at all. I found a place and Kok liked it, so I showed it to Carrie and she liked it. On a visit to the Agrifair fireworks, I confirmed with Carrie that she liked the idea of going to Golden Ears, and the price ($14/night) and when she said it sounded good, I went home and made the booking. However, when I called the booking line, I discovered that there was an additional $6/night registration fee, and that we'd probably need two sites. It came to a bit more than I had anticipated (total charge to my Visa, including 3 nights, 2 sites and tax was approx. $150), but it was too late to cancel it.. plus I felt we'd be safer and have more fun going to a Provincial Park. I also misunderstood the lady on the phone about my total, so I thought it had come to a lot more. Sigh.

When I told the others about how expensive it was, of course everyone was a bit put off by it. I was too. I decided to try to cut everyone a deal, because I'd told them $14/night and it had come to so much more, but I didn't hear back from anyone about it until the very last minute. I tried to reach Carrie about it on MSN the Monday before the trip, but she wasn't there, and the next day Kok found out she was on her way out of town!

Wednesday, the night before we left, Carrie finally got in touch with Kok to tell her she wasn't going camping with us. The night before! Poor Amber still wanted to go, but Carrie was her ride and her tent/supplies. Kok and I were still going, and we didn't want to leave Amber out, so we made some adjustments, rounded up some supplies, and stuffed her in the backseat.

Drama aside, let's get on to the relaxation and vacation!!

The camping itself was great. The weather was fantastic the entire time we were there! Swimming was great fun.. except for a bit of an annoying romp through Maple Ridge in an attempt to find some kind (ANY KIND) of floating device. They had nothing. Zellers didn't have a single "noodle" or anything. Finally in our last stop in town we found a blow-up dingy-type boat and got it. That ended up being well worth the money, and a lot of fun.

At night we drank, ate, and laughed. The second night we spent a while laying on the "beach" (rocks) by the lake, admiring the full-sky of stars (Milky Way too!) and also ended up spying some UFOs! Honest! Sattelites do NOT travel in groups of three... But there was one triangle formation moving slowly across the sky, never veering away from the others. There were also other "moving stars" in various directions all over.. I'm no expert, but I don't think there's *that* many sattelites moving across the sky in one night! And we saw the planes too.. these were far different from planes.

The last morning we got up just as it started to drizzle, so we quickly packed up the tents....then were promptly dumped on by a downpour as we packed up everything else. We went to town to freshen up, then to a movie when back in Abbotsford.

Ignoring the aforementioned drama, the camping was really fun and we can't wait to go again!

Sunday, August 15, 2004

Believe...

Believe in hope
Believe in faith
Believe in things I can't fight

Believe in truth
Believe in slavery
but it's only the television kind

Believe that light
will find a way
Believe in jets as the blow into the sky

Believe in you
Believe in me
and all of these things

[Chorus]
The devil's by my side
and the freaks are out
We're in force tonight
And you open me wide
cuz it's cold in there
and it's warm outside

Believe that hate
will never die
Believe in sex and love in a dangerous time

Believe in grace
and your intelligence
Believe in exploring the corners of the mind

Believe your truth
is not my truth
but god can exist with many faces at one time

Believe that we
will find a way
through all of these things

[Chorus]

Hard when you realize
that you'll never have
what you tried to find

Believe in hope
Believe in faith
Believe in things I can't fight

Believe that somewhere
I've seen war
but it's only the television kind

[Chorus]

Hard when you realize
that you'll never have
what you tried to find

...hope & light...

- David Usher